One of the greatest lessons I feel God began teaching me in China and I'm sure will continue to teach me until I die is the power of vulnerability. Not just transparency - I think many of us are good at that - but vulnerability. A friend once explained the difference as this, "Transparency is putting all your junk in a window display for others to see. Vulnerability is letting others go into the storeroom and pull things out to be on display." It's a whole lot more frightening when you don't have control over what is shown.
So when I saw the following quote about vulnerability from an article (see full article here) recently I was encouraged because it resonates so much with what I've been learning:
"Vulnerability is not weakness, nor is it optional. We can't opt out
of the uncertainty, exposure, and emotional risks that are woven through
our daily experiences. Like it or not, vulnerability is coming, and we
have to decide if we’re going to open up to it or push it away.
The only choice we really have is how we're going to respond to
feeling vulnerable. And contrary to popular belief, our shields don't
protect us. They simply keep us from being seen, heard, and known.
If there's anything I've learned over the past decade and experienced firsthand over the last year, it's this: Our willingness to own and engage with our vulnerability determines the depth of our courage and the clarity of our purpose.
Even if letting ourselves be seen and opening ourselves up to
judgment or disappointment feels terrifying, the alternatives are worse:
Choosing to feel nothing -- numbing. Choosing to perfect, perform, and
please our way out of vulnerability. Choosing rage, cruelty, or
criticism. Choosing shame and blame. Like most of you reading this, I
have some experience with all of these alternatives, and they all lead
to same thing: disengagement and disconnection.
One of my favorite quotes is from theologian Howard Thurman. He
writes, "Don’t ask what the world needs; ask what makes you come alive,
and go do it. Because what the world needs is more people who have come
alive." Vulnerability is not easy, but it’s the surest sign that we’ve